19 July 2008 @ 11:55 pm
[Avengers] Presence  
TITLE: Presence
FANDOM: Avengers
RATING: PG
CHARACTERS: Tony Stark, Steve Rogers
PAIRING: (pre-slash) Steve/Tony
WORD COUNT: 760
DISCLAIMER: All characters are © Marvel. No profit is being made from this work.
AUTHOR'S NOTES: I managed to keep it under 1000 words. Yay, me! Also: on time! By the barest minute, but still: on time! This is probably horrid because I honestly had no idea what to write for this prompt and sort of went with "yay hospital!" and hoped for the best. I like beating characters up, what can I say?
SUMMARY: Oftentimes, having someone there is a comfort all on its own.

Presence

"I want you to know that I'm very, very angry with you right now," a voice says softly, with a pretence of firmness, but the underlying tone of anxiety undermines it. "You should have called us. Or even just me."

There's a faint noise of rustling fabric, like someone shifting to find a more comfortable position.

"You've been... I don't think I was supposed to hear it, but they're saying that you should have woken up by now." A long, deep breath. "Why did you take him on by yourself?" Angry, now; a harsh whisper. "Why the hell didn't you call for help?"

There is a long silence.

When it drags on, the voice continues, soft and somehow a little bit pleading, "You have to wake up soon." A quiet, pained laugh. "Or else I'm going to forget to be mad at you because I'll be too relieved to tell you how stupid of you that was."

Another long silence, this one somehow heavier than the one before.

"You have to wake up soon," the voice repeats, so soft as to be nearly inaudible; all the same, it's almost an order. "You have to."


*

When Tony wakes up, he knows exactly where he is. He's been in a hospital enough times that he identifies his location before he manages to figure out why he's here again. The ache that pervades his entire body quickly reminds him: Titanium Man and two brick walls, and a collapsed roof, and a dumpster that decided to emulate a football. Tony has never particularly liked football.

Tony does clearly remember frying Titanium Man's systems before presumably passing out, so he isn't overly concerned with the details regarding why he needed to end up in a hospital instead of simply in bed with an ice pack or five and some extra-strength painkillers.

He doesn't, however, remember calling any of the Avengers, which is why he's surprised to find that Steve is present, if not awake. He's slumped in the hard plastic chair beside Tony's bed, one hand in his lap and the other resting palm-down on the austere white hospital sheets near Tony's hip.

Tony gives himself a quick once-over, and decides that he's not dying, as far as physical injuries would indicate, though exhaustion is weighing heavily on him despite having just woken up. As for the way his head feels like someone is trying to smash it open with a sledgehammer, he's had enough headaches to know that they're not particularly fatal, even if some of them have been bad enough in the past that he'd almost wished they were. Tony can only imagine that he must look like someone hit him with a truck (or a few hundred pounds of brick, come to think of it) for someone—specifically Steve—to feel the need to apparently keep a vigil by his bedside.

Then again, maybe Steve had just showed up to give a reason as to why Tony Stark ended up looking like he'd been in a fistfight. Tony Stark has gained infamy for a lot of problematic things, but getting into fistfights isn't one of them.

Still, Steve didn't have to stay. Steve's devotion to his friends never ceases to amaze Tony at times.

Tony doesn't want to wake him, if only because Steve looks tired even while sleeping, but he also wants to reassure Steve that everything's fine. God knows that if Steve is concerned enough about a friend to fall asleep in an uncomfortable plastic chair, he'll continue to be concerned until he has some kind of confirmation that Tony isn't comatose or something equally worrisome.

After a moment's hesitation, Tony reaches out and places his hand on top of Steve's. If it bothers Steve, though he seriously doubts that it will, Tony can play it off as shifting in his sleep. If nothing else, if Steve wakes up before Tony does, it'll assure Steve that Tony was aware enough to move at some point.

The warmth of Steve's hand is comforting, and, against all logic, feels like it eases the ache in the rest of Tony's body. And it lets him pretend, at least for a minute, that Steve wouldn't do this for just anyone.

He closes his eyes, shifting his hold slightly and concentrating on the sound of Steve's steady, even breathing as well as the warmth of his skin under Tony's hand. It's comforting, soothing, and it isn't long before Tony's fallen asleep again, fingers twined loosely with Steve's.

And later, when Steve wakes, he doesn't mind.
 
 
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adafrogadafrog on July 20th, 2008 05:31 am (UTC)
aww...
Alena: pull you to your feetfire_tears on July 25th, 2008 02:30 am (UTC)
I'm glad you liked it. ^_^
runenklingerunenklinge on July 20th, 2008 10:39 pm (UTC)
Beautiful!
Or else I'm going to forget to be mad at you because I'll be too relieved to tell you how stupid of you that was
So incredibly right!

He's been in a hospital enough times that he identifies his location before he manages to figure out why he's here again.
that makes me worry

That was so ...awwwwwww.

Alena: pull you to your feetfire_tears on July 25th, 2008 02:33 am (UTC)
I can only imagine that it's hard to be too mad at someone who's just woken up when you were worried that they weren't ever going to. (Being mad later, however, is another story.)


Tony makes everyone worry. It's his secret superpower, right along with being able to find the most dangerous situation possible and then throw himself headlong right into it. =D

Thank you for your feedback. ^_^ I loved it.
runenklingerunenklinge on July 26th, 2008 02:56 pm (UTC)
(Being mad later, however, is another story.)
And Steve being Steve he will be mad at Tony and he will worry. Then Tony will either get annoyed or he will get self-esteem issues because he´s "not worth it" and in the end they will realize that they lover each other. And they will live happily ever after.

It's his secret superpower
I thought that was annyoing Steve without being intimidated^^
axolotl_lan: cap pervyficgirlaxolotl_lan on July 21st, 2008 05:27 am (UTC)
^_^ good work!
Alena: pull you to your feetfire_tears on July 25th, 2008 02:33 am (UTC)
Thank you! =D
mask_of_glamourmask_of_glamour on July 21st, 2008 06:03 am (UTC)
loved it...keep up the great work lady! =D

Emily
Alena: pull you to your feetfire_tears on July 25th, 2008 02:34 am (UTC)
I'll try. =D And thank you; I'm glad you enjoyed it.
crimsonquills on July 23rd, 2008 03:38 am (UTC)
Bedside vigil! *hugs the boys* It's definitely interesting to see things from this side, since we're normally seeing it from the side of the person holding the vigil.

Still, Steve didn't have to stay. Steve's devotion to his friends never ceases to amaze Tony at times.

Poor Tony. The cluelessness has to be more painful than his injuries. *grins*

There's something sweet about the gratification Tony gets just out of hand holding. *smooshes him*
Alena: never figured out how not to love youfire_tears on July 25th, 2008 02:39 am (UTC)
It's definitely interesting to see things from this side, since we're normally seeing it from the side of the person holding the vigil.

I'm so glad you picked up on that, since that was what I had in mind while writing it. We never get to see the other side. :3

Poor Tony. The cluelessness has to be more painful than his injuries. *grins*

I can only imagine. The cluelessness has been paining both of them for years, I think. *pokes them*

There's something sweet about the gratification Tony gets just out of hand holding. *smooshes him*

Tony wants needs craves honest affection, bless his broken soul. Preferably from someone who won't betray him/try to kill him/be a supervillain(ess)/mess with his head.
Elspeth: Steve/Tony heartselspethdixon on August 18th, 2008 01:12 am (UTC)
*catching up on fic reding*

I love this. Bedside vigils are totally one of my secret kinks (or maybe not so secret, after the amount of time we dedicated to them in the fear toxin fic), and bedside vigils from the.

I especially like the italicised bit at the beginning, with Steve's words -- both angry and pleading -- and the fact that Tony's so completely blase about waking up at the hospital, once he's assured himself that he managed to take out Titanium Man before he passed out. Sure, he's hurt, but at least he lived up to his responsibilities and finished the job.

The warmth of Steve's hand is comforting, and, against all logic, feels like it eases the ache in the rest of Tony's body. And it lets him pretend, at least for a minute, that Steve wouldn't do this for just anyone.


Aawww, Tony. I love this bit, with Tony taking comfort just from the touch of Steve's hand while still thinking that Steve is only watching over him out of duty/general friendship/because he's a good person. It's all warm and fuzzy and angsty at the same time.
jazzypomjazzypom on September 22nd, 2008 09:13 pm (UTC)
Really sweet
Boy, I'm feeling stupid now. I've always suspected that Stark/Rogers might have been canon for years now... and wow, people agree with me! And are writing wondrous fic!
Driftdriftingforward on February 26th, 2009 09:55 pm (UTC)
Apologies for commenting here, but are you aware if the SmoAce site Blurry will be back anytime soon, if ever?

Apart from that, a couple (that I know of) of your SmoAce fics are missing from your fic list; are 'The Fall' or 'Fragments of a Photograph' archived anywhere other than Blurry? Due to requests for it, I've posted the latter on my own lj with credit given until it's re-archived, although I'll take it down if you'd rather not have it there.

Again, apologies for posting here - I thought the recent post on your fic-journal would be the best place for this. Thank you.
Alena: they know what they're doing. seriouslyfire_tears on March 14th, 2009 12:35 am (UTC)
Not a problem. Hey, it makes perfect sense that you'd comment here; it's what I would have done. Sorry for not responding to this comment sooner, by the way. I dropped off the face of the earth for a good six months, and it's only been a few weeks since I resurfaced.

I've actually not been in the One Piece fandom for quite a bit (with the sole exception being Splinters) and so Blurry was neglected. This is the first I've heard of it being gone; I regret that it's no longer there, but unfortunately, I'm afraid I've no access to it or any of its files, as I'm not the webmaster of Dhak. Otherwise, I'd offer it to someone else. I apologize for that.

Although if you can contact the webmaster, you can ask her if she has the files. If she does, you, or anyone else, are more than welcome to resurrect it.

I don't mind you hosting the fic, although if you'd prefer, you could link to the original ones I posted at onepieceyaoi. And although I don't actually have Fragments of a Photograph myself (which is odd, because I never delete anything I've written, whether or not I like it) I've just searched through onepieceyaoi and found it. Which is fabulous, because I wasn't sure I would. Jesus, I wrote that a long time ago. I can't believe it's really been four years since then.

Fragments of a Photograph
At the Precipice
Tumbling Down

I can't believe I found those two, either. Had to trawl through the archives for them. XD;

Hmm. Now that I think about it, there may be a few more than you're missing:

Words
Altruistic
A Welcome Chill
Ashes, Ashes
Careful Avoidance and Not Thinking About Issues

I'm not vouching for the quality; part of the reason I didn't post them on this journal is because I'm not particularly fond of them, but if you'd like to link to them, you're welcome to do so. Also, if there are any other fics out there that I've written, I can't recall them. I'm relatively certain that's all of them, but I could be wrong. (As I'm sure you've gathered, it's been a while.)

Oh, to hell with it. I've posted links to them all in the Fanfic Archive. If people are still enjoying them after so long, I ought to make them easier to find. Sorry for not doing it sooner. =)

Thank you for commenting like this and letting me know, by the way. Even though I generally don't mind my things being hosted so long as they're credited (which you did), I really do appreciate it.


I promise that I will stop editing this now.

Edited at 2009-03-14 12:52 am (UTC)
Driftdriftingforward on March 15th, 2009 11:27 pm (UTC)
Thank you! I'll keep your fic up at my journal if that's okay, and just link your updated fanfic index in the smokerxace community to let everyone know the fics are now there.

As for Blurry, I have no idea who the webmaster is - I believe quite a few people were under the impression you were the webmaster, so I guess that's that idea down the drain. Oh, well.

Thank you, again, though - there's a lot of people who still love re-reading your fics, so it'll be great to not have to search through. I'll cling to the tiny pin-prick of hope you may one day be dragged screaming back into the fandom, and keep up with your other fics instead. ^o^
anonymiss731: Shipping Tony/Steve BurritoLoveanonymiss731 on October 3rd, 2010 03:03 am (UTC)
I'm actually shocked this didn't cause an awww fest. I expected to be like the billionth person to say it not just the third or fourth. They've gotta be thinking it just embarrassed.

Also your dialog makes me sooooo jealous.
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